Times have definetly changed a lot of things in my life. One. I won't be living where I thought I was going to be. That isn't happening for me. I don't really care either. Over the few months that I've gone silent; I've been struggling with my feelings of inadequacy. I haven't been handling them very well either. I guess that there is only one person to blaim for that though. ME! LOL
I've come to realize that everybody hurts and it's okay to be afraid of the unknown. It's really what you do with that fear that really matters. Do you hide under your covers crying or do you work through the hurt and frustration to become a better person?
For the longest time; I was the little girl crying under the covers. I felt as though I didn't add up to anything. I felt as though I wasn't good enough. I didn't think that I was smart enough.
I will add up to something. I am good enough. And though I still don't think I've very smart; I am not not smart. I have the tools to make something with my life. And they came from God. God will see me through the slump that I've been going through. God really will never give me anything that I cannot handle.
So now I go on with my life and with God's help; I can have a brighter future than the past few months that I just gave in to the frustrations.
I guess all that there's left to say; is Expect the Unexpected! Oh yeah and thank you for being here for me in my slump!
I've come to realize that everybody hurts and it's okay to be afraid of the unknown. It's really what you do with that fear that really matters. Do you hide under your covers crying or do you work through the hurt and frustration to become a better person?
For the longest time; I was the little girl crying under the covers. I felt as though I didn't add up to anything. I felt as though I wasn't good enough. I didn't think that I was smart enough.
I will add up to something. I am good enough. And though I still don't think I've very smart; I am not not smart. I have the tools to make something with my life. And they came from God. God will see me through the slump that I've been going through. God really will never give me anything that I cannot handle.
So now I go on with my life and with God's help; I can have a brighter future than the past few months that I just gave in to the frustrations.
I guess all that there's left to say; is Expect the Unexpected! Oh yeah and thank you for being here for me in my slump!