Sometimes I like to go to my happy place. Where I am happy. Where am I happiest? When I am surrounded by friends and family. I'm happiest when I am in a flashback from college. Many people probably wouldn't understand my happy place. But my happy place is in school. My friends were there and I could walk down the hall at 3 am if I was in a funky mood and I might get an irritable look but they were always there for me.
Now all I seem to do is work and sleep. Sometimes all I do is work. Sometimes my happy place is asleep. I am a cashier now. My whole day is filled with selling groceries to people that don't speak my language and I don't understand theirs. But I actually love my job. Even though I get yelled at when the prices that I don't set are not what the people want to pay; I like making people's lives easier. I like standing on my feet for hours. I like being the one that people yell at when the oranges that you thought were "supposed"to be a different ring up the way they are supposed to.
Yeah I know I probably sound like one of the fake at people ever. But I speak the truth. Maybe I don't like getting yelled at for the things that I can't control, but I like that I get to be the one who Fixes the problems when it can be fixed. I like seeing the regulars who come in. I like my work family. Yes I mean family. We might not all like each other that well but we respect each other. And most of my work family feels like family to me these days.
Today is one of my friends birthday. I can't be there with her today but I know she knows that I'm thinking about her. So I got to thinking about weebly for some reason. I realized that I haven't talked to my readers in months. Probably for the reasons formentioned in previous paragraphs. I work and I sleep.
So I am back. Here I am. I'm sorry I abandoned my website once again but I don't have any excuses this time.
Things are different from what they were back in January when I last wrote. Several of my coworkers have quit, a few have had babies, and I auditioned for the voice. I made one of my friends go to a theme park against her will. It was interesting. I realized that I am not a kid anymore and it wasn't as fun this time. It's okay though. We have memories.
So here's to the future. Here's to making new memories, trying new things, doing stupid things, and making the most of what my situation is. Everything is going to be okay. I have put it in God's hands. It has been fun talking to all of you. Thank you for coming back. Sorry it's been a while, and I'll try to not be gone as long next time.
Stay awesome and expect the unexpected.
Love ya'll,
Dayna :)