Life as I knew it was over. Dad had a heart attack, I dropped out of school to help out, I got one job and then another. Life was interesting alright. Life is interesting.
I'm a college age girl without a college to go to anymore. All my friends are in another state and I have become a workaholic.
Okay. So maybe life for me doesn't seem like a bed of roses at the moment. But I am greatful for everything that I have. My daddy is still with us and there I have a roof over my head. And I have a job and I get to eat. I have a lot to be greatful for.
I have a dream. . .
I have dreams. . .
I want to open a sugar free bakery, I want to finish writing my books, I wanna get married someday, and I want to do something with my life. I used to want to be a singer. I wanted my name in lights and a crowd of screaming fans screaming my name and singing along with my music. But now I do love to sing still. I just don't need the attention. I don't need to have my name in lights. I don't need people to know my name. I like who I am.
I have done a lot of stupid things in my life that I'm not necessarily proud of but there is one thing that I am not ashamed of. I am here for a reason. And I am happy to be here even if there isn't much to do around here.
I work, I eat, and I sleep. That's pretty much it. But I am happy. I am living the life that I am meant to be living right now.
I plan on being on here more often now that I got the app on my phone again. Life can resume and life can just keep moving like it was meant to move on.
Thank you for always returning even when I don't always return. I am very thankful that someone even cares what I think. You all mean the world to me.
I started this blog thinking that if I could touch one persons life that this whole thing would be worth while. But while I may be touching others lives, I was able to reach myself on another level than I have been able to in the past. I am honest and I tell stories that people might relate to. I am happy to be back here. I am greatful for everyone and I'll be back soon.
Until next time. Always expect the unexpected.
Love,
D.