I was terrified as I walked to the back of the classroom as saw that my medical terminology grade was not desirable. Then the realization filled my mind that I had just taken a make up test to cover the 0 that had once filled its spot. I felt much better at the realization that my grade would once again shoot up and make me feel like a better college student.
Okay so what I'm telling you in a novel kind of way; is that I took a make up test today and then went back to see what my grade was. I saw a failing grade and realized that I had just fixed it by taking the make up test in the first place. Yeah I felt really smart after that! lol
Today I have decided is the day that I'm going to be a better college student. I'm going to go to class in a little while, go home, and study study study for finals! XD
Okay. . . I've been studying some. And for the first time (besides the failing grade scare in med. term.) I am not scared about my grades! I feel that I'm going to bring my gpa up and this is going to be a great thing for me.
What shall I miss about the summer semester? What shall I take away with me when I leave this wonderful establishment? Who did it?
Well. . . I will miss Mr. Swartwood's smiling face in the face of the inverted class me and Kelly! I will miss the desolation that it feels like here with everyone taking online classes instead of getting off their lazy butts and going to class! (If you knew the kids on campus in the spring and fall you'd understand!) And I'll miss the way I feel knowing that I just took a hard class during a very hectic two month period when normally it takes 5! Awesome right?!
When I leave, I will take with me the wonderful memories that will stay with my forever in my heart. Seeing Mrs. Ford dance in hippie attire. Seeing Mr. Froneberger in hippie attire and talking about psychology! Playing hacky sac in the parking lot. Chilling out in the Library. Getting a new student I.D. every August. These are memories that I will never trade for the world. But the memory that will be with me always is the memories shared by my best friend Jessi. Her getting me off my lazy butt and to do something with my life other than be a couch potato all my life! I owe her so much! No one knows how much she's done for me in my life. If I hadn't met her again; I'd still be that wallflower who sits at the back of the room trying to be as small and quiet as a mouse even though I want to jump up and show the world that I do belong! I don't want to think about a world like that! That's a frightening alternate demention that is filled with nightmares and solitude. Don't go there!
Oh yeah and Col. Mustard did it in the billard room with a pipe!
I'm in a suprisingly good mood today. I've been talking to my friend Mason about some things that got me to thinking about when the heck I'm getting married. People keep asking me when I'm getting married. Those people need to back off! I'll get married when I'm ready to get married and not a second before! That goes for my mother who keeps telling me that I need to wait for a while to get married. (The lady who got married at 18 and had 2 amazing kids before she was my age!) We'll get married when we are ready!
I'm ready for a break. After this summer semester I plan to relax and finish cleaning my room for the fist time fully cleaned! (under the bed and everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!) I plan to take in my surroundings, and be a friggin 20 year old girl for crying out loud!
Here's my advice today; take the time to smell the roses. Take time to notice the little things in life but don't get too caught up in the little details that you miss the big picture. Try your best at everything and you don't have anything to regret. Be who you are and don't let anyone tell you that you don't belong! Oh yeah and always expect the unexpected!
Okay so what I'm telling you in a novel kind of way; is that I took a make up test today and then went back to see what my grade was. I saw a failing grade and realized that I had just fixed it by taking the make up test in the first place. Yeah I felt really smart after that! lol
Today I have decided is the day that I'm going to be a better college student. I'm going to go to class in a little while, go home, and study study study for finals! XD
Okay. . . I've been studying some. And for the first time (besides the failing grade scare in med. term.) I am not scared about my grades! I feel that I'm going to bring my gpa up and this is going to be a great thing for me.
What shall I miss about the summer semester? What shall I take away with me when I leave this wonderful establishment? Who did it?
Well. . . I will miss Mr. Swartwood's smiling face in the face of the inverted class me and Kelly! I will miss the desolation that it feels like here with everyone taking online classes instead of getting off their lazy butts and going to class! (If you knew the kids on campus in the spring and fall you'd understand!) And I'll miss the way I feel knowing that I just took a hard class during a very hectic two month period when normally it takes 5! Awesome right?!
When I leave, I will take with me the wonderful memories that will stay with my forever in my heart. Seeing Mrs. Ford dance in hippie attire. Seeing Mr. Froneberger in hippie attire and talking about psychology! Playing hacky sac in the parking lot. Chilling out in the Library. Getting a new student I.D. every August. These are memories that I will never trade for the world. But the memory that will be with me always is the memories shared by my best friend Jessi. Her getting me off my lazy butt and to do something with my life other than be a couch potato all my life! I owe her so much! No one knows how much she's done for me in my life. If I hadn't met her again; I'd still be that wallflower who sits at the back of the room trying to be as small and quiet as a mouse even though I want to jump up and show the world that I do belong! I don't want to think about a world like that! That's a frightening alternate demention that is filled with nightmares and solitude. Don't go there!
Oh yeah and Col. Mustard did it in the billard room with a pipe!
I'm in a suprisingly good mood today. I've been talking to my friend Mason about some things that got me to thinking about when the heck I'm getting married. People keep asking me when I'm getting married. Those people need to back off! I'll get married when I'm ready to get married and not a second before! That goes for my mother who keeps telling me that I need to wait for a while to get married. (The lady who got married at 18 and had 2 amazing kids before she was my age!) We'll get married when we are ready!
I'm ready for a break. After this summer semester I plan to relax and finish cleaning my room for the fist time fully cleaned! (under the bed and everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!) I plan to take in my surroundings, and be a friggin 20 year old girl for crying out loud!
Here's my advice today; take the time to smell the roses. Take time to notice the little things in life but don't get too caught up in the little details that you miss the big picture. Try your best at everything and you don't have anything to regret. Be who you are and don't let anyone tell you that you don't belong! Oh yeah and always expect the unexpected!