So today I am up way early today. Why? Because my face hurts because I have a broken tooth. All I want out of life right now is to be able to go back to sleep but I've been up since three and I really don't think it's going to be an option for me today. That means that I am up early enough to be able to make an appointment with the dentist like an adult. You know something I really hate about adulthood besides having to be an adult at all? I hate making appointments for myself. A lot of the time I just want to curl back into my bed and go back to sleep until I just magically feel better like I tried to do as a kid. That's when my mom would make an appointment for me and drag me there. Because if I'm too sick to go to school then I'm too sick to watch tv. The funny thing is that when was sick as a kid I didn't care about watching tv. Now when I'm sick, I want to hide in my room and listen to Netflix. Not really watch it but have the noise in the background. I got off track with what I was saying lol. I hate making appointments for myself. A lot of the time in my head I catch myself asking if my parents can't just make the appointments for me instead of me making them for myself. Like maybe if I bat my eyes to my dad and pout just right that daddy will make the appointment for me. Like that would actually ever work for me. Nope. Most of the time I just have to go have a conversation with myself in a mirror and tell myself to man up and grow a metaphorical pair and just do it. That was messed up but you get the point.
That's something that I've come to realize that children have it better than us. Better clothes, better shoes, better benefits at their jobs. (School, you get healthcare. It's called a nurse. And people there care if you get your shots or whatever. On a side note. I still freaking hate needles. Oh and you're parents make your doctors appointments for you. ) Those were the days.
But here I am daydreaming about not having to be those to find myself a dentist because I am a whimp and I hate going to the dentist oh and I don't like strangers putting their hands in my mouth.
I usually try and smile at work no matter how much my life seems to suck at that moment. Because I know that sometimes that's the only smile someone is going to get that day. But this week has been a pretty intense week. And it has nothing to do with thanksgiving. And everything to do with how bad my face hurts. I've been trying to wait until I had a little bit of money that I could offer the dental hero. I usually will tell you that I hate the dentist but today I will tell you that I still hate the dentist but I will open my mouth for anyone who can fix this tooth and make me be able to sleep sometime this week. It's getting harder and harder to go to work and be civilized to people.
Now don't get me wrong. Everything doesn't suck in my life. I have a lot of things and people that I am very thankful that I have in my life. It's just a broken tooth that can put a sour spin on everything in life. So if you see me on the street and I don't immediately smile and say how ya doin'? It's because I am trying to not cry and I'm trying to not curl up in the fetal position and sob until the nice young men in the clean white coats come to take me away. It's driving me crazy.
Okay I think I have said everything that I meant to say. Please keep me in your prayers. I will keep all of y'all in mine. Thank you for being awesome and understanding and y'all have a great day.
God bless
love always,
Dayna H.
That's something that I've come to realize that children have it better than us. Better clothes, better shoes, better benefits at their jobs. (School, you get healthcare. It's called a nurse. And people there care if you get your shots or whatever. On a side note. I still freaking hate needles. Oh and you're parents make your doctors appointments for you. ) Those were the days.
But here I am daydreaming about not having to be those to find myself a dentist because I am a whimp and I hate going to the dentist oh and I don't like strangers putting their hands in my mouth.
I usually try and smile at work no matter how much my life seems to suck at that moment. Because I know that sometimes that's the only smile someone is going to get that day. But this week has been a pretty intense week. And it has nothing to do with thanksgiving. And everything to do with how bad my face hurts. I've been trying to wait until I had a little bit of money that I could offer the dental hero. I usually will tell you that I hate the dentist but today I will tell you that I still hate the dentist but I will open my mouth for anyone who can fix this tooth and make me be able to sleep sometime this week. It's getting harder and harder to go to work and be civilized to people.
Now don't get me wrong. Everything doesn't suck in my life. I have a lot of things and people that I am very thankful that I have in my life. It's just a broken tooth that can put a sour spin on everything in life. So if you see me on the street and I don't immediately smile and say how ya doin'? It's because I am trying to not cry and I'm trying to not curl up in the fetal position and sob until the nice young men in the clean white coats come to take me away. It's driving me crazy.
Okay I think I have said everything that I meant to say. Please keep me in your prayers. I will keep all of y'all in mine. Thank you for being awesome and understanding and y'all have a great day.
God bless
love always,
Dayna H.