A union of two people who love each other. Love makes two hearts into one. When I was a little girl, I dreamed of a husband. Someone who would love me for me unconditionally. I even had an immaginary husband when others were having imaginary friends. I've been dreaming of marriage for so many years. My fiance asked me to marry him my junior year in high school. I am now almost twenty years of age. So it's been years since I said that I would marry him. We are still not married though. A fw weeks back I wrote on the topic of Taking a chance on love. I have been so scared about the way my life has been progressing. My life hasn't progessed. I'm stuck in one place. Get married or wait a little bit longer? That is my question. Mom says no, my friends say yes, and my dad says that its my life and thatI have to make my own mistakes. As for me; realized why I have been stuck. I was so busy thinking about how to make everyone else happy that I didn't take the tme to make myself happy. I'm not going to do that anymore. If I'm not happy; how can I make anyone happy? I'm still that little girl who used to pretend that I was a momma. What that has changed is that I'm finally ready to get married. I'm finally in the right place for marraige. I'm not giving up my dreams. I'm finally going to achieve a long forgotten dream. I'm going to follow my heart and trust that my God will help me in the journey along the way.
Love,
D.
Love,
D.