I have this dream but I don't know how I get there. I want to be a writer. I want I be an author. I want To be a novelist and travel the world promoting my latest book. I'd save some money and I'd put into a college fund for my future children. That is something that I want to do for my children.
I don't have children yet but I figured that of I started working on that now that when they were 18 and decided that they were going to college is say that I had saved some money and I'd definitely help them. That would be pretty awesome. Save my future children from having to get student loans like their mother.
Last night I had this bad feeling that something bad was going to happen and I just found out that something bad happened last night. A chemical plant in a nearby town blew up last night. Killing no one. But that is a bad thing to happen.
It made me think about the way that the world is. No one cares if some building blew up unless someone actually died in the building. Excuse this but that is bullshit. It's sad. And people should care about that stuff. Or am I the only one who thinks about that stuff? I hope I'm not.
These days I keep feeling like I'm in a trance. And I don't understand it. I makes me feel like I'm going crazy. My friends mom would probably say that it's just that psychic but I don't know anymore. Sometimes I think that my mind might e playing tricks on me. Like are the things that I see and feel actually real? I don't know anymore. Sorry if I freaked anyone out there out but I don't know hat to believe anymore. I was so out of it last night. I felt like I was in a trance. I kept seeing these black figures everywhere and I didn't like it.
Then I didn't feel like going back to my dorm so my friend khelsea and I went to the local Walmart here and walked around in a daze.
Then when I felt better about going back; we left and we went our separate ways. I to my dorm building and her to her apartment. I wish that I can say that last night was responsible in the least but I would be lying.
I got out of class and we talked and went to eat at the cafeteria on campus. Then we went back to the dorm building and played a game called Apples to Apples where I didn't necessarily win but I didn't necessarily lose either. Okay I lost. This really shy girl won and I'm happy that she did. She is really cool.
Then we went to the cstore (campus store) and got food. Then decided to order a pizza. So I got some drinks. And we went to the dorm building where a few people wanted to take showers. I decided to take the time to do some cleaning in my room. That might have been most responsible thing that we did.
After a little while a friend of mine texted me and said that she was stuck in the shower and had forgotten to get a towel. She begged me to get her a towel out of her room and I abliged. Then we went to a other friends room to watch get this
MAGIC MIKE and unfortunately we didn't actually get to see anyone take anything off. We didn't get I watch more than five minutes of the movie and a friend of mine got a phone call from her mother and had a breakdown. I felt so bad for her. So we all listened to her and tried to be supportive. But I didn't know what I coul possibly say to her. I've never really been in that situation. Sure my mom wants me to break up with my boyfriend but I usually tell her to suck it and move on with my life. But she can't do that I feel bad.
Them we went to the lobby and talked and then they went to bed. And Khelsea and I went up to my room and hung out and in the course of the night for some reason Khelsea sat on me. Then my roommate came in and we were talking and then she got ready for bed and I was going to take khelsea back to her apartment. But I didn't want to go back to my dorm and I didn't feel like being alone at the moment. So that is why Khelsea and I went to Walmart. People were looking at us weirdly but I really didn't care what people thought of us.
That ended another strange day in the life of a college student. I am thinking about my life and I think that before I post that on here, I need to think some more.
Okay, that's it for now. I think that I am going to get an early lunch and for some reason, I feel like calling my mom.
Stay awesome and expect the unexpected. :)