Does time reaslly change everything? Can it really heal all wounds? I don't know anymore.
I've been postponing and postpining my wedding. I don't know why either. Everyone wants to know when I'm getting married. I still don't know! I'm almost 20 years old, my neice is now married, and I've been engaged longer than she's even known her husband! (This is kind of a touchy subject) I have so much pressure placed on my shoulders to do this or to be that. I just don't know what I'm going to do anymore.
I know I do love my fiance! I do! I guess that I'm just terrified of getting hurt again. I don't know what I want to do with my life anymore. I guess that I kinda have some commitment issues, on top of mother issues, on top of a lot of fear issues.
Commitment Issues~kind of explainitory.
Mother Issues~my mother is pretty over baring, overprotective, and she keeps pressuring me to wait to get married.
Fear Issues~I'm so scared that I'm going to get hurt. I'm terrified of what is to come. I'm terrified of the unknown. Which people might not expect from someone with a website titled theunexpectedexpected. I just don't know what I want and that terrifies me. I guess I'm a real coward.
I'm scared that I won't be able to take care of myself if something happens after I'm married to my fiance. I just want to be able to support myself. I'm terrified!
There's something that just won't let me get married just yet. All that is; is fear.
I don't know what I'll do. I'll get out on my own. Then maybe when I see that I can take care of myself; I'll get married if the time is right.
Okay; that does sound a little weird. Okay; a lot weird. If you knew my background then you would know the reason that I am the way that I am.
I guess I just need to know when to take a chance on love. If you know; tell me please!
I have no advice for you today. I guess that I'm the one in need of the advice. Pleast leave a comment and tell me what you think. So until next time! This is D. telling you to expect the unexpected!
Goodbye!
D.
I've been postponing and postpining my wedding. I don't know why either. Everyone wants to know when I'm getting married. I still don't know! I'm almost 20 years old, my neice is now married, and I've been engaged longer than she's even known her husband! (This is kind of a touchy subject) I have so much pressure placed on my shoulders to do this or to be that. I just don't know what I'm going to do anymore.
I know I do love my fiance! I do! I guess that I'm just terrified of getting hurt again. I don't know what I want to do with my life anymore. I guess that I kinda have some commitment issues, on top of mother issues, on top of a lot of fear issues.
Commitment Issues~kind of explainitory.
Mother Issues~my mother is pretty over baring, overprotective, and she keeps pressuring me to wait to get married.
Fear Issues~I'm so scared that I'm going to get hurt. I'm terrified of what is to come. I'm terrified of the unknown. Which people might not expect from someone with a website titled theunexpectedexpected. I just don't know what I want and that terrifies me. I guess I'm a real coward.
I'm scared that I won't be able to take care of myself if something happens after I'm married to my fiance. I just want to be able to support myself. I'm terrified!
There's something that just won't let me get married just yet. All that is; is fear.
I don't know what I'll do. I'll get out on my own. Then maybe when I see that I can take care of myself; I'll get married if the time is right.
Okay; that does sound a little weird. Okay; a lot weird. If you knew my background then you would know the reason that I am the way that I am.
I guess I just need to know when to take a chance on love. If you know; tell me please!
I have no advice for you today. I guess that I'm the one in need of the advice. Pleast leave a comment and tell me what you think. So until next time! This is D. telling you to expect the unexpected!
Goodbye!
D.